5th march

I flushed out all my older posts because they were juvenile, annoying and repetitive.
After a clean start, I seem to find myself, 81 posts later, at the exact same spot.
This has to change. Doesn't it just mean I haven't grown at all?

(This is the part where the old me will go "Just kidding, it's not like I care")

Albeit, I have mentioned many things here which I have not yet fulfilled.

I'm starting to make changes, I'm starting to stick to these starts, and I'm starting to get nearer to the ends. Not the end of the time I have for each thing I start, but the end where the goal is.
(Excuse me if this chunk sounds grammatically wrong, I have no other way to express it outside of my brain)

I really don't wanna be back at square one a year from now. I wanna come back to this place, feeling happy about myself and my life, happier the next post, and even happier each time I post after that. A year from now, I will have at least achieved one of my two main goals.

Blogging for school reminded me of this. Blogging about the Internet is hella hard okay. It's like talking about the mouth. I'm sorry I just can never be enthusiased(look for this word in the Barney dictionary) about school. It's too early in the morning to be on time, it's too early in the morning to be cheery. So I will continue being late for some classes, and I will continue sleeping through half my classes, but I will make sure to have these bouts of seriousness where I work towards achieving a 3.5 GPA and maintaining it throughout until graduation.

So anyway, bye, yes, very boring, yet again, I hope to come back more confident and more interesting, or rather more bothered about typing about stuff(and taking and uploading pictures) other than what's going on in my head.