Thursday, December 23, 2010

i love gifs

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YAY!!! I MADE ALL THESE!! TAKE TAKE TAKE, AND SPREAD THE LOVE OF DARA BOMMIEEEEE <3<<<3333 AND FANY FANY TIFFANY AND YURI :)

Thursday, December 16, 2010

you know,

i dont understand how celebrities can have outfit disasters?!??!
i mean yes the celebrities im talking about right now are the either very awesome or very overrated korean pop stars, depending on whether you're a for or against, but seriously, when someone wears a dress that makes your butt look 10 times bigger or makes you look like you have a pot belly when it's non-existent, or when someone wears a ridiculous fur coat which swallows you -Balmain or not-, how can your stylist/publicist/makeup artist/boss/fellow celebrity friends let you go out into public like that?!??!
honestly you are not blind i dont understand why you would look in the mirror and go 'i am totally red carpet material now'.
i love them nonetheless but i just cant get around it when they make themselves look like a laughing stock. no offense.

*goes off to prance around and sing all i want for christmas is you whilst munching on salsa chips*

not that i can get the someone i want but this song is totally stuck in my head thanks to lena park

I DONT WANT ALOT FOR CHRISTMAS, THERE IS JUST ONE THING I NEED,
I DONT CARE ABOUT THE PRESENTS UNDERNEATH THE CHRISTMAS TREE
I JUST WANT YOU FOR MY OWN MORE THAN YOU COULD EVER KNOW
MAKE MY WISH COME TRUE
ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS
YOU~

Sunday, December 5, 2010

x


I saw this dress and almost died.
Isn't this like, magic in a dress?
But magic comes with a price(of $1718.93).
Damn, wish I were one of those extremely rich and hot bitches with extremely rich and hot boyfriends who had everything else.
Doesn't everyone.
My wishlist is never-ending.
So far I've only managed to cross off a pathetic 4 out of the let's say - 300+ items there are.
And today I've added another, 50?
I'm better off just killing myself instead of painfully drowning myself in greed/unattainability bit by bit and torturing myself along the away.
I don't care if there's no such word as unattainability.
I created it.
Barney says its cool.
Barney as in not the purple dinosaur who was at United Square today and I swear I wanted to fucking murder but Barney as in the guy who's on How I Met Your Mother who's gay in real life.

Off to the neverland of Oz, Snow Beauty signing off.

Sunday, November 28, 2010

mama

rly disappointed with dara's outfit cos it was basically a repeat except she was wearing that hideous fur thing.
i mean. awards show.?!?!??!!?!
but they won all the big DAESUNGSSSSSSSSS WOOHOOOOOOO 2NE1 DAEBAK!!!
like 3 awards in total plus bom's!!
TOP GD OMG SO HOT ALMOST DIEDDDD HHHHHAHAH
WHAT THE HELL IS ON 2010-12-15?!?!?!??!
CAN IT BE LIKE NOW??
bom was so pretty and you and i won!! of cozzz when its such an effing awesome song
hahaahah i was like spazzing during all the yg moments hahhah taeyang and gummy <3 u too!
se7en woulda made it perfect!!

kthxbai~

hope 2am wins in the other gayo daejuns bcos they were effin awesome this year \m/

Sunday, November 7, 2010

I serifuckingriously lost one of my hard drives. i had 2. one 80gb for windows, and a new 500gb for mac. but i realised i dont need so much for my mac and i need a lot more for my windows, so i switched it over, took me fucking long to transfer the information here there here there considering limitations with the mac platform and all. then my 500gb windows one crashed right? somehow after i switched over, i was using the 80gb one for mac and school, but after school closed i didnt seem to see it anywhere, even after the 500gb one crashed, i dont remember seeing it and anyway i got fed up so i didnt do anything for a while. after that while, i do need a hard disk anyway so i add to painfully reformat my 500gb one again lah, which i am now using for windows. and recently, to my surprise, i found that my music is all still in my mac!! which means i have not lost it all!! but thing is, i would need another hard drive to transfer all that music over to my windows which is where i use the computer more, do my music update my phones and ipods and all. but the thing is. I. CANT. FIND. MY. FREAKING. OTHER. HARD DRIVE. not funny lor. this year, first thing, i almost lost my crystal thumb drive thing. its only 1gb and didnt have things i needed inside it anymore but still. precious. LUCKY I GOT IT BACK. but i think right now it has crashed also, cos i kept throwing it around. lol. then, my beloved 500gb hard drive had to crash. all my 300+gb worth of love was lost. which is what inspired me to blog again. lol wtf. then, i reformatted it. and now, my other hard drive which i am in need of now, which contains my previous works, which although i believe i have backed up in my macbook itself, IS FUCKING LOST. COME BACK NOW YOU FUCKING IDIOT.
if you dont understand all the above, its okay. please just move on with your life.

lol, sorry ah nothing interesting come here to rant nia.

so today, im stuck at home on a sunday, not that i would be anywhere else with anyone else but i was actually trying to sleep because i have a fucking flu which is irritating the shit outta me but i couldnt sleep and decided to waste my time on the internet again. im not at peace because i think i dont have a life now. honestly i thought it wouldnt get any worse considering how bad my life already was, but, it did. hallelujah. im also not at peace because i havent finished some work i do need to finish by today. and i will procrastinate as usual (yes, look at me, im planning ahead to procrastinate) and leave it to later at night.

ok, goodbye, i hope you have a good life.

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Harro again

Hi ive decided to revive this space and go back to normal see - got picture(s) liao even though its quite self absorbent and ugly but yes. Though I will be a lot more - raw, so to speak and not be so edited, like yknow, this is how I really talk and all so yeah. And the capping of Is and all.. not going to be so bothered anymore. Though i will not stand for spelling nor grammar errors! At. All. Yes I will import all my earlier posts back into this shithole because it is damn empty right now. So you can click december 08 and laugh at my pictures back then lor. And er, yes, more (and more normal) updates! Kekek though I think only one persons reads this shizz often and I love you!! <3 <3 <3 LSJY hahahhaa. But if you exist and you're not that person then feel free to fs me to let me know you exist because i also love answering ting tong questions!! keep it coming! thanks! bai! xoxooxoxoxo

NIU NAI TANG NAI CHA SUCKS!!

It really sucks lor!! The picture like damn cute but taste like sucks. If you see it at 7-Eleven please don't buy it.

When I just did it, now my roots coming out alr :( 20 days nia...
Ignore Lee Minho in the background hahahha.
I need to buy eyeliner.
Eyebag like havoc only. HAhahhahhah.
Also need to cut away the fats on my arms and rest of body.
Nose is annoying the fuck outta me and giving me headaches.
Okthxbai


Monday, October 18, 2010

Faith the Unicorn

Thank you Louise for the presents and the pretty flower!! Its been so long and I hope it will be forever!! Must spend our 99ths together ah. Hahhahah!!

And of course, thank you to you guys. Thank you for the half blind half deaf mrt ride. Thank you for the aimless walking around in circles at Bugis. Thank you for leaving me behind alone at macs though I almost thought you guys were robbing me and abandoning me and I almost wanted to run to the nearest police station to report myself lost LOL. Thank you to the stranger Barker approached who passed me the paper bag. Thank you to Barker for asking the stranger. Thank you for my stuff (WHY NEVER PUT MY MAKEUP POUCH HAHA) in the bag. (PS, next time get a better bag, it tore halfway can hahahha) Thank you for the cup of not really my style Koi (the correct one is HAZELNUT MILK TEA 100% sugar, less pearl TYVM HAHAH). Thank you to Van and the rest who decided I should be accompanied by the "gang members I recruited" after each "obstacle". Thank you for the UNICORN AND "FAITH" AIRBRUSH!! Total rip off though :/ Unicorn's like 30% gone :( Thank you for the rest of the pretty taunting obstacles which had to be altered and you all had to give in to me due to my lack of self esteem HAHAHHAHAHHA but yeah, thank you Radha for the pictures with the random strangers. Thank you Van for being my PA for the few hours!! Thank you Diyanah for being my second PA! HAHHAHA. Thank you Junming for the mini cake. Thank you to the the sweet strangers who sang for me. Thank you Nigel for enjoying the aircon at gallery and then going off without signing my shirt!! Thank you to the sweet couple who signed my shirt too! Thank you to Van, Denise, Steph, Radha, Diyanah, Junming, Nigel for planning everything and signing my shirt except you know who haha. So anyway, though not many of you or maybe none of you will see this, thank you. My life would suck without you. Hahha Kelly Clarkson pun not intended.

Thank you to everyone who wished me on Facebook too!! Hahha I very free hor I commented on every single one.. Hahhha well maybe cos its rare so many people wrote on my wall within a day. HAHAHHAHA.

Thank you to my Papa who bought me my phone though he and my mom's supposed present was solely the concert ticket. But no sim card how to use!! Hmph :@

On that note, Big Bang IN FIVE DAYS, OMAGAAAAA. Not prepared. Not mentally or physically prepared at all. Need to start preparing.


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So I know this space is pretty boring for you 0-5 souls who ever encounter this space, but I don't have a good camera!! I mean those digital cameras are like okay but the pictures don't really turn out nice, IMO, or maybe it's just my shit face hahha so maybe when my friends send me the pictures I'll post them up? Ok I am just talking to myself. It'd be nice to see some pictures instead of words all the time. Hehehhe. So yeah, soon.

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Sevy

Ok done shopping.
Who's taking the bill? :)
Comes up to $13,000 exclusive of shipping... they dont even ship here though... lol...
Excuse me while I continue dreaming...
$.$ $.$ T.T

nouvre

why so many photoshoots no bom and minzy ah..
ok la 2 up to date but there should be none!
they are already so underrated in song parts... esp minzy
and music video face time... esp bom
sigh the world is unfair :O

so anyway i thought i was gonna get my first pay tomorrow, but i got it today!!
woohoo~~~\o/
made a fool out of myself in front of the mother cos of the wrong sign page but anyway, got it.
though i have to spend it on some presents and of course To Anyone so I doubt I'll be left with much... another one tomorrow though.. and the third one... ahhhhh so long more to go:/
can't wait for the second month's full pay... awesome possum.. and the 3rd, and so on...

I wanna go Hong Kong!! So badly!! Gonna start saving up for Chrome Hearts and BLCG and H&M!! Save save save go go!

Okbai

Sunday, October 3, 2010

going auburn

there's nothing to watch. bored.
aww gumiho ended. sad :/ but it was a happy ending. but im sad it ended.
both of them are the cutest.
and can playful kiss air everyday? bored.

a bit hungry.
shall not think of food.
WEDNESDAY.
my day. at last.
AND THEN FRIDAY.
my day again. cant. wait.

purple nail polishhhh. bought 2 today lol.
but im wearing fake fingernails now... just cos i felt like having tranny nails lol.
im gonna scare the hyper kid with them tomorrow.. and then take them off, kinda irritated already lol.

life alone, i kinda like it.

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

misunderstood and misendeavoured

http://www.formspring.me/bbyeong

surprised by someone i reckon i've met in my life, but yeah this whole blog thing was getting on my nerves and i decided to get rid of it. not that im ashamed of my past, there's nothing really to be proud of what i am right now... just got irritated by my archives and i purged my blog for a while. but well, it's back and unscathed now, just that the past 2 and half - 3(?) years worth of information has been exported. im not that ruthless to delete it all of course, and what with the crashing of my hard disk i guess my memories are really hard to keep. they are, somewhere, out there. so who knows, i might import them back here someday... for humans who come here, all i can say is thank you. I will recover my old state of typing properly and caps-ing when I need to like so. Someday. Lol. Ok bye back to my drama marathon. What's the point of life, really.

Saturday, September 18, 2010

i need to look at the bigger things in life

i honestly think i have some kind of severe hair loss problem?
i keep losing hair... faster than my grandmother... maybe im suffering from something...
the last three inches look like it's just been dipped into a frying pan :'(

need to continue my olive routine...
and my scalp routine... im not sure if its helping or worsening my hair loss problem... hmm...

ohwell.
been putting my brain to more use these days...
i guess i have to reformat lacie soon because im running out of space on my computer and 1gb thumb drive...
come to think of it, i can't seem to find my hp hard drive which i reformatted for my mac, exchanging it with the lacie, it has my school projects in it but i seemed to have lost it...
why the hell do i keep losing things like that.
SERIOUSLY GETTING ON MY NERVES.
hope its around here somewhere and it appears soon...
it SHOULD be in my house, right?

my life is really turning into a joke.
ugh :/

Friday, September 17, 2010

ok nobody cares so i shant rly care either

omg really really really love SEUNGGI+SHINMINAH!!
sigh how cute can they be. so cute. so pretty. so cute.
the show's ending in two weeks?!?!?
4 more eps?!!?! :'( sad.
i hope neither of them dies!!
and although nohminwoo can kill me with his hotness i hope he helps them or sth :/
and i hope he gets some show on his own and becomes the next hallyu star!!
can gongyoo come back with a show alr D:
yooneunhye too, with some nice show like coffeeprince or goong and not fairlady :O
joojihoon too!! omo imagine all three in the same show. LOVE.

owell, at least there's playful kiss to continue after gumiho!! kekekke
but i hate it now that the 'noona' figure appears.
dont like leesiyoung either. pretty meh.
cant wait for them to be madly in love.
please dont drag on to a second season like taiwan, it becomes so annoying.

oh and i havent watched personal taste... and the kimsunah+leedonggun show lol old news... fairlady too though i might not go crazy over it... omo havent even finish hellomiss lol... wanna watch goong & fullhouse & coffeeprince again!!
hehhehe have to faster watch and delete so i have space for...(*to be cont'd)
oh and shining!! cant believe i havent watched that... might want to watch iris and kimtakgu... lol

*so i have space for... recreating my life.
i got news today from my dad's "computer guy" that my data(300+GB WORTH) is un-retrievable. sad much.
my life. is. i dont even know what to say.
i can't describe i cant absorb it i refuse to reformat it with hope that everything will magically reappear :'(
but maybe i should stop moping and try to recall what i had in it before i forget
as for all the memoirs that came in the form of pictures... i don't know... will i ever get over.

another bad news was i met the weirdest tuition kid's mother today.
she actually thought i was going to her hair shop to do hair? when i was like asking for her address?
and then she was like "you come wrong place" as if she wasn't the one who hired me... weird.
so anyway added with me being sick, having to walk under the fucking rain twice with no umbrella and i slept at 4am and had to wake up at 8am for my first tuition, travel an hour to the next one and an hour to the shithole, i had no more "chi" in me to tolerate the monstrosity.
therefore i asked in my best straight face i could render if i could start teaching next week, which i had already postponed from wednesday.
"yah yah i will message you my address next time"
-2 hours later-
"hi, tuition agency, i think you went to her workplace"
"yah, i asked for her address for tuition and she told me to go there"
"oh its ok lah, she said she DOESNT NEED A TUTOR at the moment"
"oh okk(WHAT AN ASSHOLE) bye"

its ok its ok, many more students in need of help and my going to the rescue with parents who are willing to pay shitty fees.

sigh the only good thing about today was watching 2NE1 live (AND WIN THE K-CHART!! :D) on KBS world.

my mom couldn't even get my dinner right.

ok bye back to gumiho loving ep11&12 cho chweet.

Sunday, September 12, 2010

Break it down now, it's almost over now

What is this. This is a piece of crap.

Useless.

I'm addicted to 2NE1 - Love is Ouch!! Must-listen!

I wonder if I am. Like that.
Ah, whatever, enjoy your life.
Lol. "Atas" translation of I'll Back Off So You Can Live Better or Kojojulgae Jalsara.

What the fuck am I doing here when I haven't even started.
Fuck fuck fuck my life fuck my fucking useless brains out.
I am useless just like this useless space.
Fuck.

Okay bye I'm not gonna sleep, gonna stay up all night for the fight - is there a song that goes something like that? Hmm.

Monday, September 6, 2010

MLIA but please, FML.

Lol. An event like this has inspired me to bring my blog back to life. And it seems my URL is so lame it is unthinkable by the whole blogosphere of bloggers or aspiring ones such that after deleting it it is still available. Wow.

Anyway, HOW CAN MY FUCKING EXTERNAL HARD DISK CRASH?! My brand new, shiny and crispy Lacie, IT FUCKING CRASHED. 350 GB of BIG BANG, 2NE1 and well I think the bulk of what I'm getting emotional about is all the personal photos I've taken and the memories that come with those which I deleted from my camera's memory card because I didn't foresee THAT MY HARD DISK WOULD CRASH.

Well, it kind of is my fault that I put my computer on top of a 10-inch stack of books on top of a 40-inch (more or less) high table and my hard disk on top of all that. BUT IT DROPPED ONCE RIGHT BEFORE THAT AND WAS FINE! Or was it twice?

Compared to crying and whining like I did for 20 minutes before my shower which I just got out of, let's look at the plus side. I was lucky, it didn't happen the first time, and I could have FUCKING PUT MY COMPUTER AND HARD DISK BACK ON MY TABLE but no, that just never crossed my mind. Such that when my mom came in forcing vitamins down my throat I had to wave my hands and either hit my computer or hard disk or whatever and it had to drop and it had to crash............... :'(

On a side note, adding to the list of tragedies I suffer from I'm also severely in debt now.

So anyway my cousin has kindly offered to have his friend offer his services to me to help retrieve the data. Sadly, because humans and only humans created technology, it isn't perfect. Only 3/4 (give or take) of the data would be retrievable. And because of the emotional trauma I'm suffering from due to the uncertainty of this I doubt I would be able to study for my test tomorrow nor fall asleep.

Just a pass please, Tang.