etc

Not doing it because of her but I've wanted long long longggg hair for the longggggest time.


Can't wait to have hair like this^^^^ :):):):)

And I've decided after that I'm saving up for a pair of Litas. Can't live this life without owning at least one pair. All so pretty but which colour to buy?!?!?!??!

Always safe but they don't have my size :'(

So pretty but no size also!

On sale! Half price! And no more size :/

Cool but too blingggg? Maybe when I got too much money to spend.. Which is possibly never lol

A lil dull...

Must zoom to see the white glitter!! Pretty but hmmmmm


Like this a lot but on some sites the colour looks mint instead of turquoise so hmmmmm.... Probably will be my second pair if I bear to spend on it hahahah


^^^ FINAL DECISION!!! Too pretty and limited ed so.... yeap!!! The minute I can afford it, shipping and all, come to daddy~


and still...

very attached to the Thelma so maybe I'll get this before Turquoise Suede Litas hmmsies..

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Funny how I used to like some celebrities like HD, DL, JB(no not bieber) and LL (whom I still love!!) and I used to save whopping amounts of pictures of them and every single video of them hahaha but now it's all replaced by BB/21. HAHHAHHAHAHA. And also cos my hard disk crash luh. If not I'll still keep everyone. So depressing when you lose data. Think I'm gonna buy 2 more hard disks to have extra back ups.

Kthxbai
xoxo lonelygirl92

who are we to determine what's love and what's not

I don't know why, this song kept repeating in my head today:

COS I'M YOUR LADEHHHHHHH~~~~~ AND YOU'RE MY MAAAAAAA~AAAAAN~

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA.

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WAH, MAMA, REALLY LAST WARNING.
Don't tell people who's coming how to buy ticket?!?!??!?!? Knnbccb.
Hope BB/21 doesn't come so I have nothing to worry about.
My r/s with my rents is like a thread right now so I can forget about asking them alr.
Sometimes I wish I was a sea turtle.
My mom would just abandon me before I'm born and I would fight for my life from the minute I was born. Don't mind getting eaten by seagulls or whales also.

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Oh ya hor forgot hiatus until I succeed. Well obviously this post isn't celebratory so no progress so far. I managed to get up early today but only to catch up on the Internet. Well that's a start isn't it?

In 4 weeks, I will become half my weight. It's do or die baby, do or die.

WAEEE

Why must Japanese music be so expensive?!?!?!?!?!

Why are Korean artists so mean to their fans?!??!?!

Even if we don't speak Japanese obviously we'd want to collect all their discography ://////

And even a SINGLE ALBUM which has like 2 songs costs over $20, SIAO RIGHT.

An album from Hollywood costs only like $17?!

And they must have 3 versions every time, and every version has something different, different content in the DVD, and in the CD version there'll be a different photobook. So obviously no choice but to buy all right?

Haven't even collected all of the Nolza album now Go Away single album is coming out.

In the future, please just have one version with all the goodies inside. Even though it's quite impossible and my opinion means nothing and they have been dying to go to Japan to use such tactics to earn $$$$$$$

not in the mood to take a dump

BAM RATATATATATATATAA~~~
Actly a lot of things have happened and I imagined myself blogging all of this hahhaha but never happened in real life.

I can't rly remember everything now so it'll be as I go...?

And now my mind kena blank.

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Tbh I don't like Tiff being a rapper...? She's so much better as a vocalist. Rapping is all over the place even though I love you. Leave the hip hop to YG, move over. HAHAHHAH

And then you'd think the rest of the album will be a whole new direction but then it's like their debut style all over again -.- It's like all the songs in the Japan album were so much better and would have been more suited with the title track....

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OMAIGAD. Hahahhaha on 18th Oct we had an 8am lesson. My fucked up body clock kept me awake till 3+ the night before, and we went to watch Midnight in Paris. Reviews were raving... "That movie was amazing" said Nick Jonas on Twitter but, when we watched it, for the first time in my life, I SLEPT IN A MOVIE.

I'm not kidding. Even in kids' movies or Sunshine Cleaning (which is actually worth a watch), I catch myself almost nodding off to sleep but wake myself up because I have a policy with myself never to miss a single scene in any movie/show I watch. Not a flinch. In recent times I have become less anal about it but in this movie, I seriously could not stay awake -.-

Then we had like 6 meals on that day???? HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA. Madness.
Gorge like crazy.

And we took lotsa Instax. Now I know why people get annoyed when some say 'Polaroid' instead of Instax. BECAUSE THEY'RE A DIFFERENT BRAND. HAHAHAHHAHA all this while I thought they were same brand different model. I want a Polaroid camera though, HEHEHEHHE me likes big frames.

All thanks to @hjortu can't believe she used all her film on us!!!!! You are so awesome baby.
(In my mind, your username, is always "HORTJU". HAHHAHA but when I say it out I'll say zhorts la like cool only)

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I think I will not spend any more money on food. Which means I will not eat when I am out of the house and w/o my parents anymore.

I have nowhere to go in life if I continue like this.

I will save the money. Or spend it online. Preferably both.

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My dad says I can go to Korea to spend the rest of my life there so OKBARI, I'm going once I find a school to take me in. And it'll be even more eggciting if another papayasouplover joins me *eyebrow up down up down* kekkekekekekekekekekke

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I've been trying to wake up at 9am to drag myself out to go exercise but it has been unsuccessful so far. I don't know how many times I have set my alarms then some DJs start laughing on my radio clock thingy, my normal clock is like a ticking bomb, and Bom is singing until her throat is becoming sore repeating the same part over and over and then TOP is becoming thirsty rapping the same part over and over and my grandma comes in and repeats my name a few times and without myself knowing everything becomes quiet again and suddenly when I wake up, its 2.30pm. -.-

So, even though it's 3:22AM now, and my class is at 1pm, I will do the same thing again and make sure I get my ass up at 9am and make sure I'm running/jogging/maybe at least brisk walking? For an hour and then come back and lead a normal lifestyle, not like the usual me who just sleeps more than half a day away..

And if I succeed, there will be a celebratory post here. If I fail, hiatus until I succeed. LOL.

SORRY TO TORTURE U LIKE THIS LEMONTEARS, but I have noone else to talk to so hehehehe you get to eat all my shit :>

So I'm watching this (Korean) drama yes, another one, called Ripley and it's about a girl fucking two guys up by cheating on them and lying to them. IKR how to do both right but anyway it's television and she does it.

Actually what I learned from this is, yes I actually gained a lesson from it, though I usually try not to probe into the underlying meanings of shows, is that you know, when a girl gets fucked up and cheated on by a guy, people (BOTH GUYS AND GIRLS) will be like AWWWWW, don't worry, it's just a bad rut in your life, just forget him and you'll get over it..

BUT, if it's the other way around, meaning guy gets fucked up by girl, most people (BOTH GUYS AND GIRLS) will be like WADAFUCKERYCHILLICRAB IS THIS!!! YOU BETTER FUCK THAT BITCH UP BAD AND MAKE SURE SHE GETS WHAT SHE DID TO YOU. NO?

I'm thinking yes.
Think about it. If girls wear jeans and shirts everyday (even if they are not bi/homo and all) it's cool cos being a guy is cool. But if a guy dresses like a girl, people laugh, and think, "SIAO EH."
OMG I FEEL LIKE I'M IMPERSONATING MADONNA. Whom I actually have little or no love for.

So anywayz back to my main topic, you might think, "No what, girls also take revenge mah." Do they, do they really? If you're talking about exaggerated romantic comedies and music videos, -.-. Think again. Think reeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaal hard.

There's a reason to live afterall

OMAIBEESWAX TTLY THOUGHT ITP STARTS OCT 28 AND SCHOOL WAS ONLY FOR 2 WEEKS AND ITP WAS IN 2 WEEKS AND I WAS GONNA DIES.

If not for hellokittyloverxoxo91 I would have ttly thought that forrrealz.
I LIVE!!! FOR ANOTHER 6+ WEEKS!

Can't wait for 21/12/2012 still though.
Fucking excited. I hope we all get crazy earthquakes and it'll be like Transformers buildings falling blah blah but point is, WE ALL MUST DIE.

It wouldn't be fair if some people survived and they meet some alien form and get all the good stuff in the future. IF THEY SURVIVED, THE ALIENS BETTER MURDER THEM.

Calling Paul/ET now.

$570.50

EVERYWHERE IS SELLING THE SAME STUFF AND THEY'RE MOSTLY KNOCKOFFS AND WELL I DON'T MIND REALLY, I JUST WISH I COULD FUCKING FIT INTO THEM!!!!!! BESIDES MAKEUP, WHY DO MY FEET HAVE TO BE SO BIG????????? FUCK.

BRB STABBING MY FEET TO MAKE THEM SMALLER.

BUT ANYWAY IT'S NOT LIKE I HAVE THE ABILITY TO AFFORD EVERYTHING IN MY WISHLISTS/CARTS I'VE ADDED TO... COME TO THINK OF IT BUY ALR WEAR TO WHERE AH? IT'S NOT LIKE I HAVE 10,000 FRIENDS WHO ARE ASKING ME OUT EVERYDAY IN FACT NOBODY REALLY WANTS TO MEET ME....................................... NOT IMPLYING ANYTHING TO ANYONE READING THIS I'M JUST BORED AND LONELY

BRB THINKING OF WHERE TO GET $570.50 BY FRIDAY TO BUY ALL ZE THINGS ME WANTS.

PS: SO IF U LOVE ME AND HAVEN'T BOUGHT ANYTHING FOR MY BIRTHDAY AND ARE WILLING TO SPEND $20-$30 WHICH OF COURSE I WILL RETURN THE THOUGHT OF DURING YOUR BIRTHDAY BUT YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT TO BUY FOR ME PLS LET ME KNOW!!! (AND I WON'T EXPECT X'MAS PRESENTS EITHER TEEHEE)