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I realise the old posts can't be imported ):
Its on a Wordpress now and I'll decide if I ever wanna link that blog. Lol.

Yummmmmm I'm using this new L'Oreal shampoo hahhaha and it seems to be working pretty well! My hair's pretty tame now, but it has that salon kinda smell? Not the pretty hair kinda smell. Ohwellsy. Don'thaveachoicey.

I honestly think vloggers are like llcoolj.
I haven't found one whom I love everything about but, certain videos I've watched are rilly good.
Some of them always position their head weirdly though? Hahhaha but not gonna complain, their voices are soooooooo good.

I hate my talking voice :/ Or my voice in general. It is. Like shit. Like a man. Looklikaman. And sometimes too high. And I think braces kinda fucked up my pronunciation in some way. It's not obvious but to me I know something changed. My S-es get a little funky up in there once in a while.

I wonder if I can still play the trumpet? Hahahah you know like if all else fails I can earn money from that maybe? Not that I was very good either. I'm probably the worst of all. The one that works the least, the one that has no goals, the one that always wants more, the greedy/lazy one.

Stupid salon smell. Hehehe but ze hair feelz naize.

sipping tea

We have come to the end of our week long EXTREMELY SUCCESSFUL media conference.
I shall now type a pretentious and extensive post about social media.

Maybe in my next life. HAHAHAHHAHA JUST MESSING WITH YA YO.

I'm bored. Are you?

Is Nicki Minaj really like the next big female rapper?
Well I mean, she is already quite big.
But I mean, it's not fair. I honestly think CL is better hahhaaha yes me and my biases.
But why does geography matter so much?? And color?
But I mean, yes, her songs are really not that bad, Your Love and Super Bass are like kinda hot right now even though I haven't really given them thorough listens, I do admit they're good.
But you know, I'm cool with it. Tis be ze reign of ze female rappers.
I miss Lil Mama. Like, where the hell are you?? Shawty Get Loose was like da-ope DOPE.

OHHHHHHH 2NE1 make your freaking American debut already, forget Japan, take over the whole world!! You can pwn the WandaGalz ass upside down and pwn the rest of the world. Will.I.Am, STEP ON IT!!!!!!!!!
Dirty bit.

Hear that sound?

So I've decided that.......drumroll..... I miss my blog!!!
Proper blogging and constant posts start now.
I will now go forth and try to figure out how to import my old posts...
Hehehhehheheheh!

My URL is still cheesy to the max -.- but I guess I live by it hahahha that's what this is all about so, its still relevant to me.

Did you KNOW! It's very easy to tell where someone's from through their writing...!
Like right now if someone I don't know is reading this and doesn't know where I'm from then he/she (if intelligent enough) could probably tell I'm from Southeast Asia!! And if more intelligent, he/she could more specifically tell I'm from Singapore!!! Yes no yes no?? Even as I'm typing without the usual Singlish colloquialisms... something about the sentence structure I feel... it's easy to tell... no?

Okay bye bye I'll be back minions xx

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lolz im watching single daddy in love now.
the lead uncle is so handsome. hahahahahha second ahjussi crush.
my blog very gross. now. hor. eaaaaaaaaaaargh whatever.
dont rly like heo yijae. walao the mother of the son also looks very weird.
SHINDONG IS SO FUNNY AHHAHAHAHAHA he's speaking english now lol
haaaaaaaiiii handsome ahjussi :) :) :)

gg

i really could watch the last episode of season 2 over and over.

i love blair's matching outift, especially her headband:)

and of course, the last scene that contains it <3 <3 <3

duckie

its sad to see people change. but i guess everyone gets sick of things.

no matter how much we tell ourselves to be the nicest we can be, its hard. terribly.

honestly i wouldn't consider myself a very nice person.

hor?

hahhahaha.

but we are the people who make the choices~~

boy i like the way you tok tok~~

i think i'll just be by myself forever.

sometimes i think my head inside really coconut water.

ALWAYS MUST PROCRASTINATE UNTIL THE LAST FUCKING MINUTE.

had the whole day yesterday to complete my jobs but had to wait until earlier just now to do.

im a fucking duck.

a retarded one.

maybe someone can hypnotise me into becoming not lazy.

then maybe i'll become skinny and smart.

or get like memory loss or something then again hypnotise myself into a hardworking man and i work for my fans

lol sorry digression.

k la bai i gotta do other people's work for my fucking gems and here i am procrastinating. again.

FMS.

as in my self.

donkey.

nannynannypoopoo i abandoned you for tumblr

don't come and act weak with me you bloody motherfucking motherfucker

of course if you talk to me about motherfucking business of which i know what the fuck im doing dont talk to me like i motherfucking dont know what the fuck im doing and come and fuck me up

i try and try AND TRY AND FUCKING TRY TO BEAR IT EVERY SINGLE FUCKING DAY

you dont know what shit I already fucking put up with can't you just fucking shut the fuck up

fucking saying i lie about things i dont need to? what the fuck. if i need to study i fucking will? i finally fucking have a break and you need to fucking ruin my end to a good weekend and i have to meet my fucked up week ahead with this fucking ruined mood

YOU. SERIOUSLY. MAKE. ME. SICK.

and why do u have to go around adding oil to the fucking fire

EARAEURHAUHRUAEHRUAHRUEHRHFHGHGHGGHHHHHHHHHHHH

angst aside. i seriously think i might be like, dying or something.

the amount of hair i lose in one shower, is like the amount i used to lose in a week. and probably the amount normal people lose like all the time and not just in a shower in a month.

scares me.

but in reality i think its just that i have a badly damaged scalp.

sian, wish i was dying instead.

then i'd take the money to pay for treatment or whatsoever and buy expensive clothes/shoes/bags/accessories, fly to korea to meet bb and 21, and maybe to LA to visit Demi in rehab.

and then everyone will pretend like they love me and come visit me everyday and it may not be real but at least i will die thinking it was.

then in afterlife wherever it is i'll see if i can find Michael Jackson and Heath Ledger and we can form some cool band together. we can call it MHM. fucking cool right.

so, since my hair is so fucked up, i think i'll do what i want to it for the last time in April, which means nothing from now till then, and in June, depending on the condition then i'll either go back to black :// or just touch up the roots again~~

eggcited for april.

eggcited for march more.

dreading yet at the same time want chinese new year to come.

its still long though, more than 2 weeks? everyone's talking as if its tomorrow like fucking near or what.

all lies all bitches all dogs.

dreading my birthday this year also. i shall say im 18 till oct 18. i havent even enjoyed being 18 yet why do i have to turn 19. im dreading turning 20. i'll feel fucking old. and i will be fucking ugly. at least now ugly but still have youth.

but its a personal thing la huh, i dont think other people who are turning 20 wink wink or in their 20s are generally old. maybe after 40, that's old?

but after 27 our brain cells die like super rapidly.

adam lambert is like a little depressing in his non high songs.

i feel like killing myself now listening to broken open.

ps this nail colour on my toes right now is the sexxxxxxxx

i totally regret buying katy perry opi last friday night :/ should have listened to louloupoo and bought jade is the new black instead :/